In my boredom, I decided to look up my ex to see what's shaking, and I find his blog and read a bunch about his job and girlfriend and stuff. It's kind of neat to see what's happened in the year and a half or so since I talked to him last ( Read more... )

I find myself becoming increasingly tired of people who do nothing but complain. While I can and do enjoy a good bitching session occasionally, both my own and others, it becomes a worn out litany very easily. These same kind of people then wonder why they can't make or keep friends or lovers--and of course, blame it on something other than their ( Read more... )

An excerpt from an email from my mother:

"Well, Ernie stopped to see us again this morning. This time he brought along his girlfriend, Valerie. He seems to be doing well and she seems nice. She thought it was very strange to stop and see her boyfriend's ex-girlfriend's parents. However, we got along fine. She's short, chunky and nowhere near ( Read more... )

Ready, Dovey? You'll find this interesting ( Read more... )

So lately, even moreso since I have the rock on my finger, I've been doing some mental mopping up. I've been trying to work through the hurt/guilt/bullshit left over from the last disastrous relationship. (WARNING: MORE BULLSHIT TO FOLLOW):

How am I supposed to feel when I realize the ex is selling off pieces of our former life togetherYeah, he's ( Read more... )

It's been just over six months since E and I broke up. It seems much shorter than that. On the other hand, I've been living in California for just over four months, and it seems much longer than that. I fit in after all; it feels like home now ( Read more... )

Or at least one of the very good reasons I don't.

This didn't happen to me, but the ex instead. As he doesn't write for the internet or keep a journal like I do that I know about (and believe me, he is not the type), I will share it with you myself as related to me ( Read more... )

I'm doing a series of paintings right now where I'm experimenting with using painter's tape (won't rip the paper) to block out portions while I paint around them. So far I've used straight lines so it looks like stained glass; I really like them. One in mixed jewel tones, one in shades of light blue, and one in the vague shape of a heart with 3 ( Read more... )

I feel it is no longer appropriate to maintain a steady contact with E. In the last few conversations we have had he has been entirely selfish and only likes to hear himself speak. He is not calling to find out what's going on with me, only to vent at someone who is not brusque enough to break the conversation off. That will be changing. I will ( Read more... )